Another day

Another day started but unfortunately it did not bring the news we were waiting for(yet). Only started work at 2pm but the motivation is not there. Feeling uninterested and ready to pack up.
Wonder when they will make the announcement????
Why is everything always so drawn out! But will the decision be the one we really want to hear?

Being back home this last week made me and my bf realise how much we really miss it!
Miss the parentals, the siblings, the cousins, the woofies and the friends! I think it is sometimes worse because we don't really stay that far away(only an hour and half drive) but it is too far to go back as often as we would like to. Maybe if when you stay really far away it's not too bad because then you know you can't go home so easily.

I don't now where I should be anymore! I feel like I'm in the wrong job but I can't decide where I should be! What is my purpose in life? Surely not just to wander from one job to the next feeling useless and unimportant! I want to feel like I'm making a small difference to people's lives and I don't think I am doing it where I am now!